I am literally just sick and tired of being so sad all the time.
It’s so ironical, because I just quit my job, I’m not going to school until September, so I’m literally not doing anything. But I need a break from it. I need to get away. But I don’t have any money.
I feel fat, ugly, useless. I need a purpurse, meaning, just something.
I just feel like I’m never gonna get well, everytime I do better, I Fall back down. It is the same story again and again. But it is getting old. I’m tired and I don’t want to fight it each day.
I just want go get rid of it, i never asked for this, but for some reason I’m stucked in a shitty family, with some shitty mental illnesses.
I wish you could get an operation, that just would make you happy and give you purpose.
I mean omfg just give me a fucking break.
I’m trying to get a job, but I just feel this lack of energy. I’m trying to be social but I can’t. I’m trying to get a boyfriend, but I keep running away.
I mean come on!!! When is karma going to go my way, give me something good! Something I can work with.
I don’t even know what to say.
All heroes apply, I can use everything.