So I’m going to make a mini series, where I post really short posts about four topics.
Four topics that I feel is important to me right now, at this moment.
Today’s topic: Patience
The year is 2016. A lot of things has been invented. A lot of things has developed. And with all these developments, there is a lot of expectation towards things moving fast. We can stream a movie in less than a minute, and if it takes more than that. We complain. I feel like we don’t appreciate stuff that much anymore. We sort of just expect it all to happen.
I went to see my therapist today, and we talked a lot about patience. How I don’t have it, but how it’s important.
But why can’t I bare the idea of being patient?
I guess I just never really like the idea of “waiting”. I hate waiting in line, waiting for a delivery, waiting for a guy to text me back. Waiting for a friend. And lately I hate waiting to get well.
When working with a mental illness, the main key is one step forward, two steps back. And it is so hard when you are dealing with the two steps back.
If I look one year back, I felt so much worse back then. I threw so much up back then. And I’m doing better in some ways, but there is still really a long way ahead. However, that’s the thing, it does take a long time to recover. And the key is patience. But it is so frustrating to go on everyday, waiting and working to get on with my life.
Also with dating, I feel like we rush into a lot of relationships, because we see what others have and want it for ourselves. Or we fell like our clock is ticking, and if we don’t find someone now, we won’t ever. But again patience is the key, it will happen! May not now, may not tommorow but it will.(At least I hope so)..
And with so many other things, I feel like we live in a world where things need to happen fast! Things need to be accomplished fast! But why???
I mean why the fuck?
Be patient everyone.
All the best