So I have been seeing this guy, the last couple of months. It is the second time we have shared some kind of relationship.
He is stil “in the closet”, he won’t even admit that he is gay.
But he is fucking me, telling me that he likes me, giving me a sense of some kind of relationship.
The worst part is that I never get “feelings” for men. But of course I got feelings for him. Of course I got vulnerable.
And then he decides to be an asshole. After I finally admit to myself that I like him.
He starts acting strange. Confusing. And I finally ask him, what he wants?
And he says he only want to be friends. And I say I can’t just be friends. Then he gets angry, and then I get angry.
And now it’s done. And I’m crying, and I’m hurt. And I fucking hate him.
All the best